Thursday, May 31, 2007
Last night was the Entrance of the first contestants on the Channel 4 Show, Big Brother.
It is currently an all Girl House, when will Big Brother decide to throw the odd bloke in for the Girls to dive straight on top of... The house is full of a right strange bunch. Young to old and just generally weird and even twins!
Definately a show to watch if you want a good giggle.
Kate Middleton, Former Girlfriend of Prince William was out on the town in London last night with a mystery gentleman. Kate started her night in Club Mahiki and then headed to the Boujis Club. The pair were very touchy touchy and were gazing into each others eyes majority of the night.
Will Prince William get jealous? Will he regret his split now?
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Ok, both Celine and her Rene-Charles look ok on the cover of the June edition of Hello! Canada.
But could they have used more Photoshop on Celine without actually making her into a cartoon?
No! She has less wrinkles than Rene-Charles and he's only 6 years old!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.
It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It's like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here.
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons[sic] intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person...it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough.
I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch."
I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time.
I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.
I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy.
It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him...or her.
Quote of the month...
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You're not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Sharon, Vivienne and Amanda attended the Life Ball 2007 in Vienna last night. The charity party against HIV AIDS took place for the 15th time at the Vienna City Hall. The special guest was for the second time the president of AMFAR Sharon Stone. About 40.000 people enjoyed the opening ceremony and catwalk fashion show by american designer due Heatherette.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
The Queen of Cool herself Debbie Harry performed 'Heart of Glass' on the NBC Today Show Summer Concert Series with their special guest Lily Allen. Now Lily is cute and all. But Debbie is in her 60's and still kicks Ms Allen's ass!
We looooove that Kylie i starting to look superhuman these days.
The pictures are from the Dolce & Gabbana party held at the Baoli club in Cannes and she looks fantastic.
Like she's walking in Photoshop! That's a huge difference from just a year ago when she was walking in Paris during her chemo.
Friday, May 25, 2007
We just looooooooooooove that Britney is teaming her brown boots with everything in her wardrobe!
Just 5 minutes after she left her house looking like road kill, Britney went to the public restroom twice. Then, she rented a boat with her family just to head back one hour later to the studio for some serious work.